Well, its pretty much Summertime already, and I have already planned ahead what shall be on my agenda.
- take classes (review and extra curricular ones)
- sleep lots and watch anime lots.
- become a diet warrior
- learn the guitar (this one's pretty uneasy :P)
- do something new
- go to the beach
- work on the web comic I'm co-authoring (++++)
- possibly re-join track and field (I miss throwing and running)
- read more books
- get a summer job doing...something. (unsure)
It's not very long since summer's pretty long, and I got a lot of time in my hands.
My brother's already an alumni, and I'm the next in line to graduate so I'll do my best to leave the school with something to mention beside my name, or at least leave with a positive attitude (not positive because I'm going to leave the school or something though)
Looking back through my life as a junior...it was a pretty miserable existence, but then, even if I had lost 2 super close friends due to some crap social standards, I had some new ones, and outside the classroom, I had friends who made me laugh, and sure there were some conflicts in and out, we all had a good time, and I had someone special there too (I miss that person lots too.)
And the only reason I hated my class was just because I had lost 2 good friends...but I loved my class, but I never really showed my appreciation for them since I was so scared I'd get too attached to them and they'd end up leaving me.
I remembered 2nd term, that's when I had lost my 2nd friend, my grades were alright, but still, I knew I could have done better if I wasn't so depressed, as lame an excuse as that sounds, you can never call it lame until you managed to experience and get over it. Getting over the feeling of uselessness with the help of my friends and family did the trick. I can now officially say I shall never take crap from anyone, no matter what, and y'know, it felt great. Sure, in group activities, I was pretty alone, if not for 1 kind soul (I'm still super grateful to her), but then, I was happier, and I could brag to the world that I can do whatever I wanted by myself.
My brother's already an alumni, and I'm the next in line to graduate so I'll do my best to leave the school with something to mention beside my name, or at least leave with a positive attitude (not positive because I'm going to leave the school or something though)
Looking back through my life as a junior...it was a pretty miserable existence, but then, even if I had lost 2 super close friends due to some crap social standards, I had some new ones, and outside the classroom, I had friends who made me laugh, and sure there were some conflicts in and out, we all had a good time, and I had someone special there too (I miss that person lots too.)
And the only reason I hated my class was just because I had lost 2 good friends...but I loved my class, but I never really showed my appreciation for them since I was so scared I'd get too attached to them and they'd end up leaving me.
I remembered 2nd term, that's when I had lost my 2nd friend, my grades were alright, but still, I knew I could have done better if I wasn't so depressed, as lame an excuse as that sounds, you can never call it lame until you managed to experience and get over it. Getting over the feeling of uselessness with the help of my friends and family did the trick. I can now officially say I shall never take crap from anyone, no matter what, and y'know, it felt great. Sure, in group activities, I was pretty alone, if not for 1 kind soul (I'm still super grateful to her), but then, I was happier, and I could brag to the world that I can do whatever I wanted by myself.
No man is an island, sure, but I don't need the company of crap people who will continuously only give you crap and depression.
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